i blew FA.. while the whole class scored, i screwed it up. sometimes, the emotional side of me gets in the way of me achieving greater things. though they say its gd to be sensitive n sentimental, i kinda feel tt such sentiments only serve to make me feel vulnerable. in the presence of others, the old joy has more or less returned. but in front of myself, i keep going around in circles.

playtime is over. when attention turns into obsession, even the nicest guy freak me out.

so girlfriends who know abt the thrilling albeit dangerous roller coaster ride of adventure i hv been on.. as of last night, i hv alighted - for gd.